Emotion Unstability
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
I feel so shitty.It feels like shit.Im so fucked up.I dunno wad else to do.
My only damn weakness is vulnerability and people tend to step over my fucking damn head.
And yeah,it feels like shit.Lemme repeat dat,SHIT!I dunno how guys look at we girls nowadays.
Do we have 'SLUT,WHORE,BITCH,PROSTITUTE' tattooed on our forehead?
Just for the record,i dun like SHARING.
I can't accept all these infidelity and adultery crap.
Not even wen i happened to be ur old time friend.NO!Not with me.U can fool the other party.But just not with me.Ive been thru enuff.I've sufferred tremendous pain already.I don't wana go thru dat fuckin scene anymore.Oh yeah,u can go on blabbering sympathising with whatever shits i've been thru.But,u make no difference to some jerks or assholes out dere.U're just the same.
Oh wait,maybe i was right all along.maybe i was blinded but all those sweet talks.
Yeah,vulnerability causes heart pain.YES! (with an exclamation mark)
But guys keep sayin no and yadayadayada.
You noe wad?KISS MY FUCKIN WHITE ASS!
Maybe i was right all along.
From the very first start,u were just playing with emotions.
U were just fooling around.
And yeah,dis will be the last.
Cos from now on i shall despise u.
We finally met.
We had our last kiss,last hug.
But dere wasn't any goodbye.
So let it be.
Let it remain this way.
Let the words remain unspoken.
Cos as far as i am concern,if i happened to see u again...
I'll pretend i dunno u.
Cos i dun wana fall for u again and again and again..
And let my emotions go thru all the pain.
Been dere done dat.
ENUFF!
