pretty ever after
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Its 2009 already.The blog is full of spiderwebs n dust.Damn filthy.Lol.Anyhows,i've decided to put a fullstop to my current relationship and transform it into friendship.I only prays that one day he'll understand n learn to accept tings dat doesnt go his way.Cus seriously he's just hurting me n makin me suffer in dis r'ship.Im the one tryin hard to let go and there he is creatin more obstacles for me.And believe me,i've went too many obstacles with him already.It just wun work afterall.Due to family restrictions which i have to obey.The sad thing is,i cant see myself with him in the future.There's totally none.I dun wana waste his time n mine.I dun wana make dis more harder just like how u ppl advised me earlier.Let go while u can,let go while it still early.So here it is.Im tryin to change to become a better person.More feminine n soft-spoken,like how i used to be.And i wana become a family person! Yay!Cos sumone accused me of trying to act like a SUMBODY.like puhlease!U tink ur the only person with an ego?With a temper?Due to patience,i've tried to remain silent.But its gettin too much,and now i've rebel.And my mouth cant stop hurling vulgarities str8 to ur face.U tink good naive kental girls dun have the right to be angry?And when they're mad,it doesnt make dem a SUMBODY.It was u who created dem to be a sumbody.Cos ur the role model.Dey followed ur into footsteps.And when dat person started hurling tings which u've ever scold dem before,u said dey wana becum sumbody!Whaddha heck!When a sweet girl meets a matrip,dey can take over the role of a matrip due to the way they speak.But dat doesnt make her a MINAH!And dat doesnt make her a SOMEBODY!U wana point fingers,point dem str8 to the matrip.And the rest is history.Ps,i never self proclaimed to be sumone or act like one cos im just feeza. The only ONE!
